Saturday, December 6, 2008

The final half credit

Five years and 96 days ago, I moved into Willison Hall, onto floor B2, and began one of the most defining experiences of my life to date.

Thirty minutes ago, for all intents and purposes, I closed the book on that chapter. No. I slammed the book. And then I bound the book with leather straps, never to be opened again, and I hurled the book into an abyss from atop a high cliff.

Which is to say, I finished my 40th course, the final credit in my Honours English degree at Wilfrid Laurier University. All that now stands between me and my new status as a university graduate, barring unforeseen disaster, is the time leading up to my June convocation, and presumably a few ambiguously named administrative fees.

I feel as though an oppressive weight has been lifted. The last couple credits were a struggle of monumental proportions, it taking me from May 2007 until December 2008 - 20 freaking months - to get the last credit and a half.

Taking two courses last winter, while simultaneously working two jobs that kept me busy at least 60 hours a week, was not a particularly fun experience. But no course in my entire degree was more difficult to stick with than this final one.

Pounding out three (short) essays, five online discussions (even if I failed to do two of them), and an online exam was not only logistically difficult in a place like Freetown - living here was motivational manslaughter. I seriously considered dropping the course on three separate occasions to give me leave to more fully enjoy my time here, but couldn't face the prospect of my graduation being delayed yet another year.

As I worked away on the final essay yesterday, I found myself facing another roadblock, unable to access the Laurier library journals I needed to conduct my research due to an expired library card.

Too close to the finish line to be deterred, I changed my MSN name and Facebook status to reflect the bind I found myself in. Within minutes, though the clocks back home read 5:30 a.m., I was again marveling at the impact of technology as I browsed the library, thanks to fellow insomniacs Carlson and Ciesluk; my historical and cultural analysis of Alice's Adventures in Wonderland not only got done, but turned out pretty well.

And now, finally being done, I am left with a feeling of immense gratification. In the dark of an electricity-less Freetown Friday night, mine is a calm contentment, a quiet bliss. I will never have to write another essay in my entire life. Euphoria.

The only question that remains is whether or not I should attend convocation, which is scheduled to fall sometime between June 3rd and 5th. My contract here runs until May 11, but I am hoping to do some travelling afterwards. Though travel itineraries are bound to be made and remade many times over before then, the current incarnation of my imagined meanderings would have me visiting Hamlet in France or Bryn in Belgium around that time.

Is further immediate travel worth missing my only chance to participate in convocation? My gut says yes, but I leave it for you savvy folks, especially those that have already done the convocation thing, to discuss and determine my plan of action.

As for me, I've got five months of school-free Sierra Leone to enjoy, and right now I should get some sleep so that I'm well rested for tomorrow night's taxing obligations: a morning hike, eating dinner at my favourite restaurant and drinking on a beach for a buddy's birthday.

8 comments:

Heather MacDonald said...

1) Congrats on finishing!

2) You know they'll mail you that silly piece of paper that says BA on it, right?

3) Please visit me in Uganda.

Symes said...

to be honest Mike, having been involved in a few of those ceremonies, they're hot, uncomfortable, interminably long, and horrifically boring. That said, in my estimation, that moment is not really for you! You were there the whole time, only you know the hours, the sleepless nights, the stress, etc... that came with getting that little piece of paper. This moment is for those that supported you the whole way and so long as you have their approval I would highly suggest traveling instead, but I would ask them...

Unknown said...

i did convocation twice, and it sucked equally both times, but i went for the benefit of my folks... i'm sure yours would also appreciate the opportunity to see you walk across that stage, but visiting hamlet in France is also a once in a lifetime opportunity.... tough decision, no doubt!

Mike said...

Yeah, I figured convocation was more about the folks than the students. I had an email last night from my parents that said they didn't really care if I went, though, understanding that most of my friends have already graduated, so I'm leaning pretty heavily against attending now.

And Heather, I'd love to see Uganda, but it depends also what my brother wants to do (assuming he's able to make it). We'll keep in touch about it.

Unknown said...

Mike, Im going to join the choir here. The ceremony is more for the parents, but if theyre the type that get as much joy in knowing you're having a once in a lifetime experience, then stay, travel, experience. Thats how I got out of Christmas '06

Blair said...

Yeah, I definitely did it for my parents.... and as much as my Dad enjoyed yelling my name obnoxiously loudly as I got my degree, I know he would have been just as happy if I was around the world getting "real life" experiences.

Josh said...

Look! You finally enticed me to comment... which is not to say that I haven't been tempted before. This is a phenomenal blog Mr. Mike, and I've been distracting myself with it pretty darn often. Keep it coming

I will add to the "to hell with convocation" chorus and raise you one offer of a fine chilly beer in a west-African locale of your choosing. I land in Morocco May 10, and will be making my way gradually southwards. If you're still in the region, I think we can have a little convocation celebration ourselves
Good luck sir!
- Josh

Mike said...

Thank you all for your input. I spoke to my mom last night on the phone so the decision is pretty much made, and I appreciate you all confirming my gut instinct on the matter.

And Josh, that's pretty crazy timing, given that my contract ends on the 11th. That would definitely be way cooler than any of the convocation ceremonies taking place in Waterloo. We should keep each other posted on our plans as we head into the New Year and hopefully make it happen. Glad you're enjoying the blog. I always find it interesting when someone I didn't know was following this humble little blog comes out of the woodwork.